I find myself distracted by so many outside demands that I am having difficulty remaining centered and deciding which task to complete first, yikes. I am that 5th grader my then teacher gently spoke of "does beautiful work when she is able to focus on one thing at a time and complete the work, but tries to do so many things at once that she has trouble ..."
That's still it in a nutshell. Spiritual growth, Mothering, money management, job, church, and artist. Interesting how that list is ordered. It seems like forever the artist (me) is on the bottom. I am sensing that I need to somehow, some way manage to slide it closer to the top. I haven't figured that one out as yet.
I long for the sense that I am moving through my life, rather than being pushed around by my life. Speaking of push, I need to leave by in twenty minutes in order to make the early service and I am not even dressed yet...an so it goes:)
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