Patience

 I have sought this week to be in a peaceful state of patience and leave the worries so that I might embrace the joy in each day. Ah but today yet another 'deadline' has come and gone with no word from my attorney as to whether the statement from his attorney a week ago was worth anything at all. Did he sign? Will it conclude quietly with the stroke of a judge? Or is there yet more preparing and hustling around for a court date to be done. It is plainly out of my control.
 I have resisted pestering my attorney today, but I doubt I will be able to do so tomorrow afternoon. My concern is that the longer we "wait" the more stressed out the preparations will become. I am especially concerned that we be able to give adequate time to witnesses to arrange their schedules, so that they can appear. Three days is not adequate in my opinion. We need to give them at least two weeks to rearrange their professional obligations.
 And in that vein I am supposing it yet might be August before this thing is settled before a judge. I am weary of the wait and having to prepare over and over again for trials or mediations that are then either delayed or not honored.
 Okay done with venting. He said he would "never" give me a divorce. But, the judge will, sooner or later.Time to partake another mega-dose of patience.