My daily message on FB message from "God wants you to know..." says He is waiting for me to ask. So I contemplated, if in fact that were true what would I specifically ask for now, today. I would ask that my child's faith be renewed in both God and in me. I would ask for a financial break so that I might better provide for her needs and fix our car. I would ask that this long long battle with her father be concluded peacefully. I would ask for a renewal of body, mind, and creative spirit. In essence I could use a little inspiration and invigoration towards making forward progress into a better future.
I know all these trials have brought me clarity. I know I have grown. I want to laugh again. I want to feel free again without restraints. And I want to be a better servant, not a slave, but a servant giving with a joyful heart. Please do help me to get past the baggage and the wounds, to look forward and not back. Amen
No comments:
Post a Comment